A few weeks ago I found out I had miscarried, however my body refused to believe this had happened and continued to bloat, give me morning sickness & cravings for bad bad
I’ve decided to revive the blogging style for my new weight loss venture. I’m not even sure where to start but my weight has zoomed off the stratosphere and I feel completely out of control of my own body.
Anyone else who has experienced a miscarriage I am sure you can relate to complete lack of control over your own body and the disassociation you feel knowing your body has tricked and lied to you.
I’m not saying weight loss is or will be my answer to everything but my current weight is not okay and my BMI has somehow crept into the obese category. It’s funny, I remember when I was in my early 20s and I’d laugh at the thought of ever being obese, convinced I would never “let myself go like that”, and that my size 10 body was already big enough, how could it possibly get bigger?? . and here we are a few years later.. (irony comes to mind!)
So anyway, here I am another anonymous human on the internet.
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